LOVE.eat.PRAISE: August 2011

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salam, saya dan keluarga dalam KTM otw kee ipoh. KTM ada wifi ohhhh :p

alhamdullillah, 1.08am (30 ramadhan)

first of all, alhamdulillah sebab kita semua sudah berjaya menjalani ibadah puasa dgn aman, dgn hati yg tenang tanpa ganguan maknanya no rusuhan, no bom sana sini kita semua masih mampu menunaikan ibadah terawih dan ada yg bertuah dpt merasai malam lailatul qadar :)

syukur pada Dia kerana masih membiarkan aku melayari hari hari sendiri, :)

*okay nana sila jgn bersedih!

korang semua yg kita syg,

SELAMAT HARI RAY.

MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)
kte syg korg sgt sgt!

dear MR.someone

tonight,

i'm read all your 'older msg'

then i deleted them.

and.

need to be honest with myself.

kita rindu awakkkkk :(

keep on missing my dear awak :'(

sementara masih ramadhan lagikkk

salam to all :)

ehh lets countdown for lebaran, heyyy syawal nice to meet you again. ALHAMDULILLAH.

aku kan kan tak tinggal puasa lagi. ALHAMDULLILAH.

sebab aku mmg ada masalah hormon yg agak gilaa, dah 26 hari puasa, sehari pun tak tggl lagi. and sepanjang 26 hari puasa tuu mmg aku tak bgun sahur sbb aku kat kampus takde sape kejut lagipon kalo nak bgun makan, nak mkn apa jee pon kan.

tp ada laa, sekali tuu bgun sahur tuu pon sebab tak tdo study MARKETING punya pasal. hehe

aku kan macam tak excited sgt jee nak raya,

because.

tak kurang dua minggu lepas raya aku ada final exam arghhh damnit!

so, raya nih kena laa study jugak, bawak balik note2 yang boleh dibaca.

so hari rayakuu tak spt hari raya sudah :(

nanti raya baru kita bermaaf maafann yer.

love.

life is getting worst

omg, apa nih nana?

what happened? pastu mama akan call aku esoknya. percaya lah! haha

mama mama,

k.long tension laa...............

im getting tired to jaga hati semua org at last im the who suffered!

damn it.

and im really miss you. i miss to cubit cubit you. to kacau kacau you laa mama. i miss wanna see mama pakai baju tdo harimau tuu.

ma, in your arms really make me feel peace, safe and calm.

sometimes im feel so down but when i hear your voice everyday 24/7 seems like a million spirit comes and ask me to up for IEDA DIN

tapi kan ma, k.long tension kat cni. hmmmmmmmmm

balik cerita.

im just missed you :(

love.

i miss you mr heart breaker!

rindu nak dengar kau membebel suruh aku kurangkan ego and at last you leave me here with all this pain- ness!

aku rindu kan saat saat aku api kau lah air,

yang akan cuba buat aku se-sejuk-sejuknya- damn it!

aku rindu bila aku tak reti nak jaga hati kau,

thenn,

takpe laa na, aku puya hati aku la jaga.

sekarang aku tak meyesal sgt, at least me and you tak pergi jauh sgt aku masih belum lambat untuk selamatkan hati aku dari kau robek, but hey mr.heart breaker i miss you! i mean the old you!

sorry because i am loving youuuu :(

dont have much to say, enough for to you know.

i am sorry.

i am sorry, for fall in love in love with you.

i am sorry for my biggest mistake, by letting you sit beside me and tease me.

i am sorry, i shouldn't confuse with my feelings.

i am sorry, because when i am think of you, i keep on smiling.

i am sorry, because i cant look your face because i am too nervous.

lastly,

i am sorry because i couldn't think wisely before i fall in love!

love again.

i had a bad and sweet dream last night.

what a confusing title right?

okay camni,

last night i had a dream, dream of one of my favorite ex boyfriend ever!

awww.

sounds nice right,

tapi :(

i was in his arm, he keeps kiss my hair and keeps hold my hand,

while i am on call with her gf, try to coax his gf not to sulk anymore.

macamm bodoh jee mimpi saya!

tapi kan bangun bangun jee aku senyum and rindu dia sangat laah!

aduhhhhh

p/s : i am good in broken english :)

can you decrease your ego nana?

semua org ada ego masing masing, nampak dgn tak je.

aku pon!

someone ask me yesterday.

and this is my answer for you <3

aku tak janji untuk jadi sempurna utk sape sape..

aku penat dgn wayang hidup nih..

aku cuma mahu jujur tanpa berlakon..

aku cuma mahu setia tanpa curang..

aku cuma mahu hidup dgn gembira..

dapat tak? maknanya aku takkan pretend untuk jadi org lain, utk jadi plastik.

kalau aku ada serious relationship, aku akan cuba utk kekalkan.

sebab aku pun penat nak main main

aku pun penat nak biarkan org yang aku syg terus terluka.

tengs sbb paham jawapan aku <3

love!

My EX Was a: Loser ✔ Liar ✔ Back stabber✔ Abuser✔ Punk ✔ Cheater ✔ Player ✔
Irresponsible ✔ Selfish ✔ Problematic ✔ Insensitive ✔ Manipulative ✔ Careless ✔ Jerk ✔ Dramatic ✔ Immature ✔

I'm Better without My Ex Bcoz:

I can Finally Breathe ✔
I can Finally Move On ✔
I Deserve Better ✔
I Found Someone Who Loves Me for Me ✔
I Found Someone Who Respects Me ✔
Life is So Much Better ✔

sorry kalo kecil taleh baca :P

sy kan rindu gila minah gila nih.

hah, saru perkara pasal dia suka jee meroyan tak tentu pasal tgk mood dia. hahaha

tp 1 things yg betul pasal dia adalah she will be your besh fuckin friend. hellyeah!

aku dulu tak penah busan sbb dia akan keep on memekak, sume pon tau perangai dia macam mana, well dia buat kami tak sunyi.

masa nak dekat raya, aku nak balik kl, dia laah yg usung beg berat aku sampai depan pagar uitm, bukan dekat beb!

dia juga laa yg bawak aku kua beli kuih, bju raya p bundle. pehhhhhh

rindu laa moment to mek!

hmmm

andai dapat kuundur putaran dunia.

okla.

selamat bpuasa.

lot of love

i am not going to begging you to stay.

once kau decide to go, siapa laa aku nak halang apa yang kau dah buat.

apa? aku lah yang ego sekarang?

nope. it is not siapa ego and siapa tak.

aku bukan orang yang akan merayu pada kau supaya 'jgn pergi tinggalkan aku'

kalau sekali hati kau dah berubah tak mungkin ia akan sama macam dulu, kalau aku merayu dan engkau stay, mungkin kau akan syg aku macam dulu? mungkin kau akan treat aku macam dulu? mungkinkah bahasa masih seperti dulu?

jawapannye pasti "TIDAK"

sedih.

aku biarkan kau pergi supaya kau jumpa org yang tak sama kerenahnye spt aku.

yang tak sama budinye spt aku.

dan spt kau kata selalu, tak sama manjanya dgn aku.

aku bukan ego tapi kepercayaan dah berkurang tak mungkin kurma itu manis spt dulu lagi.

hurt,

heyy whaddup!

first of all, happy fasting to all. hehehe #jgn nak 'all' sgt la nana.

yeayy pose tanpa MBMB lagi, pehhh. takpe laa, may this ramadhan bring me thousand reason to keep on survive. amin.

hehehe, how yours?

lately ini aku mcm okay cikit, tp kekadang perasaan rindu tu ada, nak buat mcm mana cinderella kata 'FITRAH' ehh hi, cinderella, i am missing you doe.

mika got problem, she's try to call me, but unfortunately i can't pickup her fon, sbb aku lupa laa, sbb aku tdo laa, entah laa lately nih aku malas topap malas msg, mak aku jee pon yg kol. tp bila nak roger kwn2 nak p kls bapak payah laa. hahaha.

okayy camni, after komen2 dgn mika, suddenly, ayat nih kua dari aku...mika tnye den,

'can i bring this faje smile?'

bring the real smile then you can get the happier life :)

betul lah, dat what im doing hehe. aku senyum jee jgn pretend to be others and alhamdulillah sumenya jalan macam biasa even not so lancar tp aku syukur, sikit sikit masalah berlalu, dan jgn lupa syukur.

love.